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i need some sad songs about falling for your best guy friend and then losing him. there is this guy that used to be my best friedn and for like a year we liked each other then ppl started to figure it ot and so we kiinda stoppped talking and now its weird when we even talk or look at each other or anything and thispast week we went on a trip with 21 other ppl from mychurch and kinda grew closer together and on the plane ride hme he said that he wats to be my best friend and we just got back and i think i'm just losing him all over again and iwant some sad songs and also some advice on what to do please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!